I'm playing Greensleeves at Christmas Eve mass. Too bad my back hurts like bloody hell. I slipped down the stairs and harmed my back.

I built a mini-shrine in memorial of Freddie Mercury, complete with candles.
I'm sorry that they're not scentend candles, Lord Mercury. I did my best to please you.
On another note, my b-day is coming up. I'm not expecting many presents. Actually, I don't want many presents.
I hate growing up so fast..

Check my DeviantART, search for new Freddie Mercury art, go on Facebook and remove all the invitations to play Farmville, check mail, and talk to Brianna.

DON'T YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE, LJ ;^;
My best guess.

I decided to listen to some music from the musical Wicked. Guh, I LOOOVE "Defying Gravity" <3
Yes, quite wonderful.
I'm REALLY excited to hear that Columbus College of Art and Design offers movie directing, Honestly, I've always wanted my story to be a movie, not a book. I've even made a soundtrack for it already,
The teachers and staff seem to like me over there. However, I remember an excellent art student from my school applied there, but they didn't like her portfolio. Hrm, must be quite strict... I promise to have a variety and I'll do my best in any art just to get into CCAD!

Depression is a dark abyss.. Once you fall in, it's hard to get out.. You try to be happy, but you feel you can only find happiness by indulging in anguish and pity. People do the best they can to aid you, but you aren't satified- you want MORE.
You do the best you can to fight the sadness until visions of self-torture pleases you.. You don't belong here.. They won't care once you're dead... Besides, this material world is cruel and short. Suicide is selfish, but it sounds so selfless to you...
If being happy was so easy, then you'd be happy.
Depression is more than a phase.

Yesterday makred the first time I've been happy in a few months <3 I honestly fee purged of depression. It still pops up, but it's not as strong as it used to be.
Thank you so much, hunny.. <3

I love you forever
I love you for always

How I long to tell you those words. I realize how important you are to me. You inspire everything I draw, everthing I create, everything that I imagine. When you're gone, my hope, my dreams, my inspiration, my courage, my happiness, EVERYTHING is gone.
I wish I had the patience to let time heal the wounds.
I hope it works for the best..

I started school, like, a MONTH ago and I never posted an entry- How rude!
Here's my schedule-

1: Sociology
2. Chemistry
3. English 11
4. Geometry
5. Theology 11
6. Art III
7. French III
8. Mythology

Also, I've been depressed for a couple of weeks but it's died down now. Nothing I really want to talk about..
For Christmas vacation, Brianna is coming down to Ohio and I will take her to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. (hopefully)

I was just at a fashion course at CCAD. Our instuctor happened to cosplay as well.
I made a skirt and a scarf and some croquis.. Eh.

Kannazuki no Eon by ~Dravonzi on deviantART

Art class at CCAD is great :3 There is a big Pokemon/ Disney geek who volunteers the class. He seemed to take me under his wing when he noticed me drawing a Pikachu on the laptop and he seemed to take a liking to my work. I am quite pleased! He's taking Illustrator class there and he's willing to help me and my art portfolio!
I'm am very, very grateful.
*UKE FREDDIE ICON*

Everyone should go there and adopt something cute like this

Click Me!
Adopted from squiby

 
Click Me!
Adopted from squiby

Click Me!
Adopted from squiby

Click Me!
Adopted from squiby

Behold my new Pikachu icon of wiin. Behoooooooooooooold it.

I think I failed my algebra exam. I took up the whole exam time to take it and look over it a numerous amount of times.
If that's so, I have to take summer school. I'm not stupid or anything. Math is my worst subject since you can't memorize crap. It takes an understanding of the concept and I can't grasp concepts that easily.
*sigh*

English and biology exam finals today. I'm so glad to get them over with.
Uggggggh.

The anime Baccano! is pretty interesting, probably because I have a thing for the Italian mafia. mmmm, mafia and Italians..
Italy from Axis Powers Hetalia is verreh cute, btw. I love the long curls in his hair. Pastaaaaaaaaaa~

FUGGIN ART BLOCK

the end.

I cried in Art the other day because I was getiing frustrated over the acryllics and the skin tone color. Know I look back at it and I go "..lulz."
For the next cosplay, I think I'll give Trucy from Apollo Justice a shot.